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Banging my head against the couch placed in the drawing room, I was murmuring unusual things. I thought those were murmurs, but it was just a feeling given by hodgepodge of random thoughts running in my mind. There was desperation to take a glance at something.
My mind was completely dazed, not by the bangs but by the same thoughts. My shudder went too strong making it hard for me to stay firm. At the same time, I glanced back into my past and wondered how great it would have been like if I had got a chance to reorient it.
The thought was like a powerful virus capable of reproduction a thousand times each second. Its effect was all over my body in seconds. My hands and feet were icy, and my lower jaw was fighting with the upper one. My gaze was uninterrupted like that of a perished guy, and something had stuck in my neck which I wasn’t able to gulp down. My thoughts were still within me, intact and unspoken of.
I couldn’t know what to do. Every thought and idea was tangled like a bunch of knots intertwined together.
Four hours of tapping my laptop touchpad had left me with nothing but a feeling of awe. Suddenly, I saw the name of the same person appear in my laptop screen as a result of my latest tapping. I tried to tap once more, and it was “Page not found. Already removed by the publisher.”

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